Whoosh

I don't know what's gotten over me.

The presence of the Holy Spirit, the fulfillment of the prophecies David said in Psalms...I want to know more. Seems like whenever I think about the Good Lord, I want to just run and dance.

Y'all might be thinking, "what's different, you like running and dancing, Sung." If it's because of what I've been seeing at Welcome Week...curse my emotions for creating a false high. But maybe, just maybe, I may actually be sincere in my efforts to seek God just a little bit harder. Could it be from prayers that I'm not worthy of?

Whatever it is, if it's from the Spirit, I'm totally cool with that (and thank you if you've been praying for me). It's causing a surge, a tingle, an absolute rush to my arms and legs. Having heard that certain people think I'm "weird", they're gonna think I'm the biggest whackjob once they see me feeling like this.

Well, say what you like. I DON'T GIVE A HOOT. As long I don't cause somebody to stray from what God wants him/her to do on his/her walk, then I see no reason to change. I'm not afraid of being me. I'm a man- maybe someday, you can say I'll be a "man who leaves the seat down."

Maybe someday, I will slow down and not run and jump and scream and spin around like a top. Maybe someday, I will not be so loud with what I feel, and understand that being a gentleman requires harnessing of the tongue.

If that's what cause people to misunderstand me, please pray for that day. Otherwise, just let me keep running and dancing.

I don't know what to do, yet I realize there's nothing I can do- just follow. I hope somebody knows what I'm feeling. All I want to do is just hold on...because this is something where falling off would not be very good.